leave me

"I will never leave you" Hebrews 13:5

Do I choose to forget and believe these lies? That He's not around or doesn't care... because He IS always here, no matter what I think, He will NEVER leave me. I know I give the Holy Spirit, Holy Ghost, whatever you wanna call Him(I prefer 'Holy') the short end of the stick and I complain to the Father and Son that I'm alone and They have deserted me... but Holy was always here, is always here, sometimes He's quiet and that's all right or maybe I'm just too loud. Wouldn't surprise me. Tonight I'm thankful, that He will never leave